what should i do now?
Hmmm... how do I start this?
the new blockhead for my block just got elected. I might not be absolutely for the idea, but what the hell, the 2 of them will have my complete support. And today i just realised what a proud bastard I am. And how much I absolutely thrive to be in leadership positions. haha. But... as promised, i let the block decide and they decided it wasn't me.
The biggest regret since coming to uni was probably getting attached. But right up there with that was not getting into the block comm last year. Things may have been different just now if i was. And being head of SHAM radio, should i really consider that a regret? no, definitely not. In my dreams SHAM powers the hall. Everyone comes looking for me next sem cos SHAM is such a powerhouse, and everyone wants SHAM to help them with something or the other cos SHAM is so damn good. That's how I see SHAM, that's what i'll do for it.
Such dreams of grandeur I have.
Honestly, I wanted the post because I want to experience civilian leadership, and for my own reasons that I do not want to mention here. Military leadership i've tried and i've proven to myself. My ranking in OCS was 12th out of 80. The platoon I took charge of after I commissioned was best platoon from the 2 companies, totalling 8 platoons. And the worst thing about it was that I COULDN'T be there to receive the award. Fuck. My damn replacement got it, and he was a lump of shit who took over 2 weeks before they named the award.
Actually, havent I already experienced civilian leadership? House Captain, head of that fountain project (which the school allowed to go to waste), AB Camp instructor, Pre-U seminar presenter and controller of the defence line in the soccer team. But that was kids stuff, things adults would trust to kids once they feel the kids are worthy of trust.
Hmmm... I sound like a power-hungry tyrant. But am i? hard to tell really.
So... what am i going to do to satisfy my craving for power?
join the JCRC? :p
Friday, April 13, 2007
FARTED @ 2:33 AM
