what can i do?
I cant do anything without thinking of you.
When i listen to music, i think of the time when we were at our favaorite hang out, listening to Wake Me up When Spetember ends and analyzing if what Adik said was true.
When i sleep, i think of how painful it would be to wake and not find you by my side.
When i play games, i think of the time when you went to orisinal.com and played CATS, and kept shouting at the cats and telling them not to move.
When i eat the pudding in my fridge i remember that you are the one who introduced the pudding to me.
When i smoke i think about how you'ld whine and complain when i do.
When i sit at my laptop my screen saver shows your face, trying to act pissed while i make the goat face. Or me giving a fearsome roar while you cant be bothered with what i do.
When i blog, i think of the effort you put in in helping me set up my blog.
When i put on my shoes i think of how you were the boss at acrid and how you'ld reject the names that i came up with.
When i look the time watch i think of how the watch was supposed to be a show to the world of the love we had.
When the FUN song comes on i remember how we used to jump around singing that song together, even over the phone.
When i drink water i remember that you went to IKEA to buy the cups and other stuff with me.
When i clean my room i remember that i cleaned it because i wanted to impress you with my housemaking ability.
When i change my t-shirt i look at the empty space beside my own shirts and wish it was full.
When i cut i remember how much i didnt want you to cut before.
i dont know what to do anymore...
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
FARTED @ 4:41 PM
